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12-28-03

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Why did I come here

Why do I try to get close to you when I know that you have troubles enough?

Why do I always fall for those that I know I can�t have?

Why do I have an overwhelming desire to just lay with you and hold you?

Why do I have an overwhelming desire to be close to you?

When I know that I can�t have that

Why do I trust you so much?

I have no reason to trust you

I also have no reason not to trust you

Why can�t I grasp the fact that I can�t have you?

You have a life a love of your own

Why do you want me?

Why do you need me in your life?

Aren�t I just complicating the situation?

Why am I in your life?

Is this another one of fates cruel tricks?

To bring an amazing woman into my life that I once again can�t have

Why does fate play such tricks on me?

Why do I always fall for the ones I can�t have?

And why this time does she have to be the person that I trust so much?

Am I the unknowing fool or am I the lover that cuts deep?

What is my position in this situation?

What do I do?

Should I just be happy for the time that we can spend together?

Should I just learn not to ask for more?

Should I just learn to enjoy the moments that we can steal?

Why has fate once again brought me to a cross roads in life that seems to

have to answer?

What the hell am I supposed to do?


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