searching

I would discard a million faculties to sate my hunger for love adorned

a unifying existence

a rising of that being within

my lust so pure and unredeemed until I fell over a piece of me

the piece of the puzzle I need to be so holy complete

I daydreamed a fantasy composed of such reality I almost believed what I never seen

that piece of me redeemed

I was whole again it seemed

and the blossom that blooms in the heart of the womb is a harbinger of life lived in ecstacy

in that ecstacy as one I couldn't help but smile truly

I could never picture a better smile in me

but that smile is deceased

a conglomeration of required satiation desperately in need of this bond so many seek

the one I search for endlessly

found a jewel in a rubbish heap

and let that jewel dazzle me

but it never spoke as I speak

so I don't know if it is what I seek

confusion is a form of nevermind lest strength transform it to a positive drive

and that positivity leads me to change

leaves me to inundate

this metamorphosis I make

a way for me to recreate

out of nothing my something

hoping it is true

a humbled means

a slow satisfying breath

joyous innocence in loss thereof

a coming to terms

a coming to you

happiness emanating like rays from a sweltering sun

drenching me in happiness' son

the rapture of being one

the epiphany has crowned me a king anew

this crown I share with you

spreading wings and soaring through

a sky of blissful attributes

Author's Notes/Comments: 

dedicated to the one I have yet to find

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