Different

Folder: 
Despair

 

I haven't been here

in awhile.

To feel as I do tonight.

 

A single act,

or an act not taken.

 

It's just me.

 

You would think

I would be used to it by now.

The amount of times

these things happen.

 

The same things,

over and over.

I guess my company

isn't good enough.

 

I guess I am not worth it.

Maybe I deserve it.

 

Yet I bend over backwards,

trying to appeal,

keeping my word,

even when I don't want to.

 

Tyring to put others before me,

even in the small things.

I do try,

even when I crash and burn.

 

Yet it seems this is

and will always be

a one way street.

 

From the small things,

to the great ones.

 

I guess I am

just different

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