Solo Act

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Discipline

There is always the possibility,
that scenario I don't want to live out,
but I must for a time being.

I'm not a fan of it really.
But I chose my path recently.
And I must live with it.

I life of solitude.

To leave this life without the comfort
of another.

Maybe it's for the better,
I guess I am undeserving of such
a blessing.

The time hasn't come,
my colors have faded away,
and everyone sees
the flaws and unwanted
characteristics.

I only have myself to blame,
and sometimes I feel like
I am trapped, with no escape.

A piece of me wants to live this life alone,
where pain cannot be felt.
Where I can't be the failure I see
in myself sometimes.

The issues I have lay dormant
and I do not have the change.

But that's only a part of me.

I would rather live
something other
than this solo act.

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