Hopeless

Hopeless

I stand so weak

Collapse from the pressure 

Falling on my knees, I have to bow

Pain

Is my only escape

An addiction I abuse

I try to run from it

I'm confused 

Needless to say

I don't know what to do

Lying to myself. Lying to you

I'm already dead

A walking ghost in my head

I breathe, I laugh, I love 

But I'm non-existent, I bleed

I'm not enough 

Maybe I need to die?

Right now I don't understand life 

Too much stress

Unnecessary 

I feel it's affecting 

Tearing off my skin, dissecting 

Me

I'm not too blind to see 

There's no better place to hide

Than the comforts of my own mind

They say

But inside there's only needles

Poking back, i feel it, it hurts

No one understands individualism

You can't generalize pain!

And if you try, you'll go insane

Hopeless

I've relapsed 

Collapsed

Again....

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