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Introvert Love Affair
She stares at me and smiles. I stare back and look away in a daze should I approach or stand clear? 50/50 chance of a love affair or a cold rejection. It's clear love and affection is what i need but depression puts my body in a deep seperation. I need someone who is genuinly for me who is damaged like me. Pull her close and wrap my arms around her to let her know she's safe with me. 3a.m conversations just because I can't sleep. I wish this was reality but it's really a fantasy. I do believe in love but i don't think it's for me. Solitary like I'm incarcerated but it's all in my mind. Just excuses so I don't have to deal with rejection and insecurities...I just suck it up and smile. Today was lost. She will never know she is the main character of my dreams but not in reality.
