Politely Forget My Insanity

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If you could politely turn your attention away from me because I'm spiraling into insanity

It took me too long to realize you were my world and now the pages of your good-bye note are permanently curled
My fingers haven't stopped tracing over the pattern of you and I find myself walking because there is no where to run to.
You told me I was beautiful and no one else ever did and on my own feelings I put on a lid
Because I was trying to be the man that  I thought you desired. Didn't realize it was ME you required. 
Now my bedroom is empty and my heart is too, all that seems to be left in my life is this phantom of you. 
I'll spend the rest of my life searching for someone who makes my heart burn, but after this lesson you thought I would learn.
All I hear now is the best of my heart, and over and over my mind plays the start. 
 
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