a piece of my story

Never feeling this love but once before 

Questioning what itll be that shakes the core

Tears and sinking breaths 

Fists tight and raging with anger

All the pleasurable feelings when things are better

Cant seem to out weigh the heart wrench when they're severed

Astonished that one is even able to feel so deeply

Confused why one would want to when it can be taken so easily

My love here was forced

Put in my life as innocence, a favor to my Lord

Opened my arms not knowing I cant ever close them again

Mind control diminished my chest finally crashes in

I dont know anymore, what I am or who I am without her

I just know this feeling is unbearable and shes unsure

She's almost 3yrs old now

Prettiest and most precious angel ive ever found

My baby niece holds my whole world and doesnt even know it

As I write, tears pooring down my checks, sitting here trying to explain it

Trying to tell you my story of a love I cant control

20yrs old and raising this girl as my own while her moms on parole

I hate how much I love her and how easily they can just take her 

I for sure know th

is 

When shes gone, im letting go, drifting off to paradise

 

 

 

 

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