I Curse Your Name

You raped me of my teen years,
Replaced the happiness with fears.
Yes, you helped me all that you could
But hurt me more than you should.
Your blue eyes were the eyes of a demon
Your heart of stone beyond every men.
Hate and vengeance once fled my heart
Thinking you would forever stay apart
But you came back, only when you felt the need
But all you did was let my hate forever breed.
You tore the heart out of my very chest
While convincing me I was truly blessed
You burned my mind, bruised my soul
Now it is time for me to let you know
You are the very reason for my hate,
Pushing me into that fiery gate.
I blame you for what has came undone
Making my world turn black, no more sun.
Envy for the new love you brought into your life
Promising her the same thing, to be your wife
I know this fact is not true
But what more can I do?
You gave me reason to live in only pain
Now I curse your name and take it in vain.
I hate you more than I could ever love you
I hate you for all the things that you do.
I waited for so long, for you to come back
I was just fifteen, cut me just a little slack.
In my mind, you prey on girls a little too dumb
In their pain you wallow, you beat off, you cum.
My scars on my wrist remind me of what you did
Reminding me also, I should not give a shit.
My soul is dirty, along with my hands
Pretending it is me who understands.
Leaving my thoughts at peace with this line
Hoping my heart isn't too far behind.

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