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Oh God, my god,...
My heart strains against my chest.
My beating heart is pounding too fast.
Stop beating, damn heart, stop beating,
Before you leave my chest like a shot gun blast;
Leaving a bloody hole where love used to be known.
Oh God, my god, what have I done?
I grieve her before she's even gone.
When I close my eyes I see her image.
She's dressed in a fire engine red satin gown.
She's dripping in perfect marquis diamonds.
She shines and sparkles brighter then a summer's noon day sun.
Oh God, my god, what have you done?
You went and stole her for your own.
The blackness covers my flesh like permanent marker stains a shirt.
I scrub and scour to cleans my soul.
I still carry the mark under my skin like a tatoo.
It calls out to demons in disguise.
Everyone who speaks in a hospice is full of lies.
My soul is black as coal.
Oh God, my god, what has the devil done?
He's thrown me into a pit of maddness I can't escape from.
Oh God, my god, look at me!!!
Oh God, my god, what do you see???
Oh God, my god, there's no hope for me!!!
