Broken glass,shattered home

I had always thought,

I would have the best,

Most loving family in the world,

How could i be any wronger,

Parents don't fucking trust me,

Brother fucking hate me,

And life is in the gutters.



Lucky i have friends,(or so i thought)

Or would have long ago been dead,

I hate my life,

And i hate my family,

But i love my friends,

Why can't i hold onto my feelings anymore?

My anger rages out of control,

A broken glass here,

A few slices on my ankle there,

But it doesn't stop,

Each time getting worse,

Little things adding onto it,

One wrong move and i'll explode.



I had always thought,

I would have the best,

Most loving family in the world,

How could i be any wronger,

Parents don't fucking trust me,

Brother fucking hate me,

And life is in the gutters.



Joking around,

Trying to be happy,

Hiding the anger,

Hiding the hate,

Hiding all the bad feelings,

No wonder my family hates me,

I come home only to hate them,

Can't i just be normal,

I just want the anger to stop.



I had always thought,

I would have the best,

Most loving family in the world,

How could i be any wronger,

Parents don't fucking trust me,

Brother fucking hate me,

And life is in the gutters.

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