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I want to show you me my friend

From the beginning till the end

There was a girl born named by me

No1 told here what kind of mistake she would be

So she grew up, started a life like a fantasy

A voice inside here mind told here: open your eyes and face reality

She did, saw awful things, her parents, people, friends, eyes

Eyes that told her lies, brought here cries

Every night tears leaved her soul, Screaming for some help

So she could understand

Why everyone blamed the mistakes on her, It was not fair

But still she did not care

She thought she would be strong and she would survive

Now she’s weak and ended up whit a knife

Each day slicing trough here skin, deep, blood flows

Blood, scars, knives because inside she knows:

I don’t belong here, everybody hates me

I hate myself, I don’t want to be

Then her mind made a new world to start all over again

To get here away from the people, like a bad dream she trapped in

Black and white, blood and knives, fighting, making war, insanity

She is emotionally fucked, don’t you see?

That fucking girl is me.. Destroy my destiny

I don’t got no future, I don’t want to be me

Yeah sorry me, im that mistake, tell me do you still love me?

I did to many things wrong, you will hate me for that

Raped Inside, Loosing my mind, and I don’t know If you get it yet

But it was my fault, I did it all every mistake, are you disappointed now?

Try to get rid of me somehow

Because your gone be sorry for loving me, fucking HATE ME!!

Try to fucking kill me, kick me, smash me, rape me, just fucking hate me

Same ass I do, Because what they told me was right

What they did to me, how they used me, how they tortured me that night

I try to find the words to tell you what happened, but I cant even if I try

It was to hard, to awful, to painful, and I cant tell you why

Forget it, im nothing anyway, just trash, nobody..

And you.. are you still there whit me?

I guess not you hate me for this, for that that I can not tell you

After all this, I do not care what you feel, because I still love you..