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shut UP!
I laugh and hold the knife up to my wrist
The voice inside me also laughs
It smiles with delight
I am only a victim
My white wings are tarnished
with the blood that has been splattered
I look around a notice that the room is cluttered with faces
All these faces and still I feel alone
I want to scream
“I need help”
But only a whimper escapes my twisted mouth
You know you love this moment, admit it
You are weak and you always will be
The feeling of loneliness and anguish is like ecstasy to you
You can’t do without it
Doing it everyday
You can stop when you want to
But I call out to you? Is that right?
No I do not. I have NO control over you
You make these mistakes
You and you alone
SHUT UP!
I laugh again
The dark deed is done
I lick my wrist and wince
My wings are drenched in blood
I don’t mind
They are not mine
They never were
