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Pain, Confusion, Death
I'm so confused with all that's happened
Mixed emotions swirling inside
I laugh out loud to mask the pain
Inside I scream with hate and passion
Out loud I act as if nothing is wrong
Although I know I am about to explode
I look at you and see my life
I see where it was going and where I stopped
I see where I've been and where I wanna go
I need to escape and let myself go
Get away from everyone and die alone
Die to ease the pain of the world
I'm so confused my words are jumbled
I can't explain the feeling I have
Don't want to lose you for my own stupidity
Drugs are gone but the emotions still linger
You cause so many more that grow and grow
I get so pissed with everyone around me
Too much stuff to deal with
My life will end and it will be all over
No more pain, No more suffering
Just me and death, face to face
I'm dead and that is the end of it all
