My Dear Heart

Dear Heart and soul of mine,





My feelings show within the stars above in the night, my heart skips a beat when I think of you I surely should be dead of all the times I dream or think of you, I care, wish that I could be with you I love you and don't want to be without you, the night turns to day and my feelings do not change the pain in my soul my heart fades away when I just think about you, the times you didn't know when I was crying you made me smile, you made me feel like someone special, you gave me a reason to live, I thought I was beaten in the dark but I was wrong because you were there and I didn't even know, you gave me meaning to life, I never want to let you go and hope that day will not come when my heart is broken again like so many time before I came to an end I dreamed of pain I saw the faces of pain and sorrow I wanted it all to end, you helped me in so many ways I can't even begin to explain, I sometimes think about you and cry because your perfect in every single way, and I'm afraid to lose you, because I might never come back from the dark place I once was before, alone beaten unsure of myself, crying to sleep, fake smiles to please so many lies to myself to keep the pain from growing taking over my life, I never want to go back there, when I was against the wall so hopeless and alone ready to die, and that will never change, my heart and soul is now yours and all I can do is hope for is that the pain will not return

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