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What is my Soul worth?
Who is this creature that swoops down
and claims my heart and soul?
It feeds on my innocence and purity
and removes my wisdom and intellegence
...until it no longer exists in this
wicked part of the world.
I am no longer able to think.
I am a blubbering child, trying to
run away.
I stutter because I no longer wish to speak,
I've no longer a desire to think or feel
because of this creature some might
call diablo.
he lives in darkness yet the only
light that lives in his world is from
flame. other lights burn him...
hearts in love,
charity,
service,
hop...
he distinguishes those quickly and is,
once again, left to his moaning,
groaning, lonliness.
that place where he dwells, a horror
beyond my imagination, he drags me
there, so that i might rot.
he feeds and thrives off of
all unhappiness.
he is giddy with joy when one sells
their soul to him.
it is such a small thin to him,
one soul and one spirit is of no
use to him and he would sooner
destroy it out of ennui.
what is mine worth?
he drags me down into the deepest
darkest part of his cave...
deepest darkest part of myself!
he tells me to say goodby to
sunlight, flowers, water...
the things that i love will no
longer exist in my world.
he laughs evil and demented as
he wraps me tight in chains
then throws me into my cell
locking the door and disposing
of the key... my only way out.
i cry out for help
and awaken screaming for it...
oh angela, why were you not beside
me when i needed your help?
why were you not able to drive that devil away from
my hear?
why did you not protect me and
cause that I should be whisked
away from that dark place with
fire and brimstone
causing such a horrible heat to rise in me?
angela why did you not love me
away from that place? the one that
held my destruction?
my angel, why did you not storm
into my dreams, demending my
return to freedom and light?
why did my anger i felt become
so intense and violent that i
cried in frustration over no way
to appease it?
that raging battle that was in
me caused my heart to ache
and wish that it could never
ahppen to another.
i promise, frm all that i am,
from all i have ever been, and
all that i will ever be, that
never again will i drive you from
me, my sweet darling
angela, from protecting me and
my soul, with an angrey and
unforgiving heart towards another...
