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Sometimes I hate me...

who I am and my lack of skills

I'm not smart like him or her

I'm not creative or pretty

I'm not special in any way

that I can see

Sometimes I hate how clumsy I am

or how lost I get when someone's talking

I hate that I can't see things the same but I can't see it different enough either

Sometimes I hate being a "middle"

Middle child-too old to goof off, too young to be responsible

Middle student-too smart for the lazy not smart enough to belong

Sometimes I hate being different

No one understands how I think or feel

No one thinks I'm unique-just the weirdo.

Sometimes I wish I could leave me behind

just to start over-try to be accepted

I want to feel like I belong

that someone actually knows me

Sometimes I wish Angela was real

Best friend, sister, guardian angel

she would give me advice, love me, accept me

Sometimes-only Sometimes-

I wish I couldn't feel--

Then I wouldn't always say Sometimes.



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