A Bitch Called Depression

Is a shape shifting
Crazy bitch
One day it's 
Nothing more
Than a beautiful flower
Waiting to be watered
The next it is a rabid bear
Destroying everything
I search for sanity
But search in vain

Screaming everyday
For a reason why
My soul feels
The need to cry
One day I am
Flying high
The next I am
Crying trying to find
Reasons why
Not to die
It makes no sense
In my mind
I fight so hard
Chipping away
At insanity
But nothing 
Gets better
As I fall futher
And further
Into a darkness
I have for far too long
Called my home
It welcomes me
Without judging me

I try to fight it
But even I succumb
I am home

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