Could have Been There (Should Have Cared)

Could have been there
But for me
You just weren't
Could have cared
But were content
With leaving

That up
To the world
In which
I did not belong
To say
I didn't
Fit in
Is an understatement
I was weird

And scared into
Being ashamed of it
Instead of being proud

Like I should have been
All along 
Living in fear

A never ending
Victim of lies
A soul growing cold

Though it tries to fight

Your internal light
Is fading once again
Into a sad
Dark night
As I sit 
All alone 
Once again
While no one 
Notices 
While wasting away
Into nothing
Never ot be something
Ever again
You could have been there
You could have cared
But you weren't
And you didn't
Now I'm gone
And you 
Are the one
Left all alone

 

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