in the last 7 years

In the last seven years, I know that I have learned,
That it is still a sore subject as far as you’re concerned.
That crying myself to sleep doesn’t take back,
That no matter the depth of a mothers love,
My love can’t bring you back.
Some days I can’t help but wonder if I’m gonna make it,
I can’t help but wonder, why God gave me a heart,
Only to brake it.
In the last seven years I have learned,
That when God gave you wings to fly,
God gave me tears to cry.
I have learned that I wish heaven could have waited,
To meet the child, our love created.
I believe I could have drowned in my tears,
That I have cried over the last 7 years.
In the last 7 years I have come to realize I am not weak because I cry,
And I don’t feel like I am wrong because I wonder why.
In the last seven years I am no closer to an answer than I was the day you died,
Everyone tells to just let it go, trust me I have tried.
I have a hole in my heart that I can’t fill,
And in the last seven years I realized I never will.
So I pray that God gives me the grace to make it through today,
And I can’t help but to smile when I think about you,
Because I know I will see you again someday.
But I know that is not for many years to come,
But I thank God that when I go I will get to hold you again, I love you son……………….

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