They think it is all a game,

But when they look at my tear stained eyes,

Do they see the pain?

If only they knew what was going on in my brain,

Everyone would think I was going insane.

But it is my just my coping mechanism,

A way to ease my pain.

The flashbacks are so painful and hard to forget,

No matter what any one says I still feel regret.

years of pain, secrets, and lies.

Will it all end when the son of a bitch dies.

It will all be ok in the end,

Because I will feel no more remorse for my sins  

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this one is for you too, any you know it, and you know why

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