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just go away
I wish I could tell your memory to go away,
I don't have the time to miss you today.
Don't have the energy to fall apart,
Nor the frame of mind to try to fix my broken heart.
I don't have the patience to wait for the tears to fall, yeah today I am not going to cry,
I just don't have it in me to ask God again ...why.
I don't have the strength to let you go,
I don't have the answers, I did not understand it then. But even today there is so much I still don't know.
Just go away,
I can't deal with you today.
I can sit and wonder what if until I am blue in the face,
I can relieve all the memories that I just can't erase.
I could lay in bed and think about you,
But what is the use it won't change what came between me and you.
I could tell you I never cry,
But I know you would see right through the lie.
Please tell your memory to go away,
I don't feel like second guessing myself today.
You don't miss me so why should I miss you?
So starting today,
I am not going to.
I have spent far to many years, trying to figure just what it was that I did to you,
Far to many years waiting for you to notice, what was right in front of you.
Tell your memory to go away,
With very little help from you, I grew into the person I am today.
So take your memory and stay away,
It is not like at the times I need you most you were ever there for me anyway.
