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REMEMBER ME?
Remember me?
I am the one you gave birth to on Septemer 10, 1981 I am 33,
Remember me?
I am your second child, and your only Daughter, the one you pushed away so easily,
Remember me?
I am the one you were never there for no matter how much I needed you to be,
Remember me?
I am the one you turned your back on, closed your eyes to all you didn't want to accept or see,
Remember me?
I am the one who grew up wondering, just what it was I did to make you hate me,
Remember me?
I am the one left to carry the shame of all he done to me,
Remember me?
I am the one who cried herself to sleep wondering why you could not stick by me,
Remember me?
I am the one who was forced to live each day wondering why you chose him over me,
Remember me?
I am the the you pushed away because my speaking out tore up your "perfect" family,
Remember me?
I am the one who resented you because even though you could have you would not save me,
Remember me?
I am the one you never stopped to consider how much damage had been done to me,
Remember me?
I am the one who tried so hard to make you love and accept me,
Remember me?
I am the one who lost her childhood, because my sick step-dad could not keep his repulsive hands off me,
Remember me?
I am the one who's kids have made it perfectly clear that they want NOTHING to do with you, but I know you will still blame this on me,
Remember me?
I am the one who's kids you will never agian see,
so I hope that you remember them, and I hope you remember me.
I am the one who walked away because i could no longer allow you to hurt them and me,
Remember me?
I am the one who no longer talks to her brothers because of the lies you have told them for years about me,
Remember me?
I am the one who's kids ask "why doesn't grandma love you mommy?"
Remember me?
I am the one who's kids will never know my side of the family,
Remember me?
I am the one who dropped out of school because when people found out he molested me, it made me a prime target and I was bullied.
Remember me?
I am the one you failed to protect, and I know without a shadow of doubt you knew what he was doing, but it is just like you to close your eyes to what ever you don't want to see,
Remember me?
I am the one who needed you so much when my son Houston died, but you could not even bother to call me,
Remember me?
I am the one who finally stood up to you, the one that said I will no longer allow you to control or manipulate me,
And I hope that's how you remember me.
I am the one who will never again let you hurt me or my family,
I hope that's how you remember me.
I am the one who finally realized that I don't need you in our lives, and without you we are better off, We are happy.
I hope that's how you remember me.
I am the one who cut off the ties between you and my boys, because I realized you are bat shit crazy, you are toxic and somthing we don't need,
So I hope you remember me.
Having a relationship with you will only destroy me, and that is something I don't need,
That's how I want you to remember me.
I am the one who realized you will never love me, and trying to get you to will only drive me crazy,
That's how I want you to remember me.
They say if you love something, sometimes you have to set it free,
I hope that's how you remember me.
I love you mom even though I know you are incapable of loving me,
I hope that's how you remember me.
I am the one who hopes that you will find it in your heart to accept why you will never agian see my boys or me, you jumped over the line 1 to many times, my whole you have tried to destroy me,
But I am stronger than you, and I hope that's how you remember me.
I am the one who will never feel bad for the things I said to you, we both know they are the truth, even if you don't want to see,
And when you die and you take you your last breath I hope you remember me.
