Resurect Er'

I don't Wanna face the life I live
So I'm just gonna keep on living..living.
I don't wanna confess the life I live
So I'm just gonna keep on lying..lying.
I just wanna live the life I live
So I'm just gonna keep on dying......dying.
I am such a freaking hypocrit!
I always shun your face.
Then I mimmick your action in embrace!
Did you listen to that, this aint legit!
How can it be?
That I've been granted eternity.
This doesn't make sense.
Until I repeeeeeeeeeent!
OK, now I've got it!

Why do I lie to myself?
I put on a mask of nothing-ness!
This path I walk.
This talk I talk.
Wil get me no where but

Daaaaaaaaaaaaamned!!
That's what I am!
That's how I feel!
Why must I die?
Nobody is real!
I mock this impending truth,
with laughter..and lies!
I blockade the doors against
an army closing in....
It's leader?!....
Damnation the mask!
This giant mascarade.
Jealous of the ones we hate!
We shun our only truth.
I fight against them and let loose
Alright now I'm in this thing
Forgetting Everything!
I'm in the battle!
I've joinedthe army
Now I'm fighting
O..My..GOD!!
I've killed her!

God take me back.
On dying knees i repent.
I can't cry cause I have no water.
My eyes only bleed.
Yes Lord I've seen!
The damned is unappealing.
The light is shed,
and now I'm healing.
I love you Lord!
Fear will always keep me near.
I will for eternity stay here.

I..can..cryyyyyy!
Thank you Jesus!
I rebuke the spirit of lie!
Now i died to myself,
I'm trying to resurect er'!
It's been so long.
We lasted for-never!
My abyss, that she knows.
I wonder if her brokeness told.
God's will overides my desires.
I don't put her over the fire!
If she doesn't do the same,
then she's to blame!
Whatever his plan.
I'll be the man.
I'm livin for him.
And water within!
I had to face the life I lived.
God told me he would always forgive!
I am loved so much by her
And I owe It all to the resurecter!
I..am..Resurected!

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