Novacaine

These new born of a not so new light fingers are

looking for a new way to bend

It's the new town and the fresh green carpet that

has left me unrequited and skeptical of red



It's just starting to turn cold



It's the six months and the old collection of

"loves of my life" that are piled up at

my back door

But after awhile the past stops knocking and

the only view you have is the blurry peep hole

And this whole house shakes when the bombs detonate

You learn to ignore the minor earthquakes and the echoing of

guns rattling the floor

And I don't mind so much anymore, losing you as a friend

Because well latley, I've been letting go of all of them



All that aside, wherever you went, it was far enough gone

Our whole existence was based on backspaced cogitations and

boxed conversations

Thoughts that had to have walls

and mouths laced with novocaine



So I've grown empty and linty

I forget to eat and

I forget that I need rest

And then I forget that I get too much sleep

I forget to feed the cats and

I forget to go outside



I forget that you forgot what any of this meant.



And it's just starting to turn cold.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

"Sorry that after all these years I've left you feeling unrequited and alone, left you with tears. I guess I never loved you quite as well as the way you loved me. I guess I'll never really be able to tell you how sorry I am."

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