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Awake Without Feeling
The words on this page
have no meaning or flow.
No words can define
how deep this goes.
No words could convey
these feelings inside.
You hold all significance
to the heart that has died.
I can try to explain
these emotions abound.
But justice, nor solace,
will not be found.
I’ve been captured by,
the shimmer of cries,
that you desperately hide
behind crystal green eyes.
You’re everything to me,
yet nothing at all.
Please let me go
and let me fall.
This all needs to stop.
I need to find sleep.
Still, I’m always awake
before the alarm clock beeps.
I’m restless and anxious.
I need to slow down.
These thoughts of you
must be tied and bound.
Every fiber is spinning.
I have no control.
I’m thinking of you
and it’s killing my soul.
I know you don’t love me.
I know you’re not real.
And that’s why these words
can’t express how I feel.
