Waiting

Every morning as the sun does rise
I wish I could look deep in your eyes
to tell you how much you mean to me
to have you here where you should be
I wish you had never gone away
that you had known just how to stay
but you left me here all alone
in a hollowed out version of our home

The battle you wage within your mind
is one you’ve fought alone for too much time
when will you learn to lay down your gun
and open your heart to the only one
who can heal your past pain, help you to see
just what a magnificent man you’ve come to be
and how much love is what you do deserve
despite whatever in the past you have heard

my love for you is unconditional and pure
yet the distance between us pierces my core
I want nothing more than the best things for you
just the opportunity to show you what it means to be true
but your defenses are strong, your walls just too high
for me to find a way past them I look to the sky
and pray with every drop of passion in my soul
that God will find a way to heal and make you whole

for now I just wait, in pain and despair
and wish there was a way to show you that I care
for you and your life and your happiness and heart
while I wait for a time when you show that you’re smart
enough to accept the unbridled joy I can give
that will let you take advantage of what it means to live
to truly embrace all you’ve been given
and take full enjoyment in the life that you’re livin’

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