Untitled -- 12.20.2005

Darkest Poems

My life is hurting right now

I want to die, but I know I can’t

My life is full of strife for the things of my past

My life is so dark right now

My life had no light in it

My darkness is so close to me it hurts

My life is so full of hate, from all people

I know not what to do

My life is so full of confusion

My life is so full of hurt

Why is my life so full of hurt?

Why do I want to do this to myself?

Why is my dragon coming back to keep me safe?

Can I no longer keep myself safe anymore?

Can I no longer keep my self from harming my body?

Maybe? Just maybe I need to leave this place and go?

But where would I leave, to heaven or hell?

Who would take this battered and abused mind of mine?

Who would love me, who would take me home?

Who would keep me at there right side?

Life is so cruel, that I no longer care to live

Yes this is my life.

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Written on 9-20-05

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