Loneliness..





It comes at no certain time

It goes away only when I am alone

It comes to me when I am alone

It comes to me when I am deperssed

this feeling of being alone

I can feel the darkness comeing for me

I can see it along my horizan

I can feel it seeping into my inner core

I can feel the dark feelings trying to come to the surface

Can I stop them in time this time?

The dreams keep coming up

the dreams keep popping in my head no matter what I do

I have talked and talked, to no avial

but I can not get them to go away

THe dreams of cutting are getting stronger.

I can almost feel the blade slice my wrist.

I can almost feel the razor cutting my skin..

Cuttin in my real world would do nothing for me

But in my dreams it feels oh so good..

Author's Notes/Comments: 

01/17/04

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