Not Wanting To Be Lonely

The last time I felt this way

I was left alone

To dwell in my pain

Told myself

It will never happen again

Only to entrap myself

The day you became my man

Knowing you do wrong

You make me weak

Because my feelings

For you are strong

Only to repeat the past

As I try to let you go

But can’t

Can’t let go

Of what I have

Tried so hard to get it

Belonging to me

Even if it’s bad

Makes me sad

And cry

What is it you do to me

I ask myself why?

As I still cry

Feeling this pain

Not wanting to be lonely

So I call you my man

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This poem is a representation of ALL the woman I know. That will be up with a man and all the BS that comes along with him just to say "I Have A Man" because to them being lonely is worse then drama and unhappiness.

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