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I Won't Be Broken Up
Am I the reason that you cry
Did you ever wonder why
I cannot feel that way
The way you do inside
I am numb to all those things
Never felt much of anything
So dead so deep in me
Closed off and rotting continually
So dead like a corpse
Feeling so little remorse
So if I don't tell you what
You wanna hear
It's not to cause you pain
It's just apathy, of course
No! No!
Can never feel like that
I am incapable of feeling loved
Always so broken down
Never good enough
So when you run away
I won't be broken up
I know you're good for me
But how could I ever be
Ever what you need
I can only cause you to weep and bleed
I don't mean to do that at all
But my skin is so cold
My heart doesn't beat much, it stalls
I feel dead, and I know I show it, too
I will never be alive for you
Like the living dead I crawl
Never to feel life at all
No! No!
Can never feel like that
I am incapable of feeling loved
Always so broken down
Never good enough
So when you run away
I won't be broken up
Misery is what I cause
Indifference and suffering
And I have so many flaws
I am too dead to be
Anything more than meat
And festered, rotten bones
Feeding the flies and maggots
Too many to be known
No! No!
Can never feel like that
I am incapable of feeling loved
Always so broken down
Never good enough
So when you run away
I won't be broken up
No! No!
Can never feel like that
I am incapable of feeling loved
Always so broken down
Never good enough
So when you run away
I won't be broken up
Full of decaying flesh
Barely able to take a breath
Oozing so much pus
Stinking like what you feel about us
I don't feel anything
Not even the needle plunging in
Not the burning in my chest
Not my blood running thin
No! No!
Can never feel like that
I am incapable of feeling loved
Always so broken down
Never good enough
So when you run away
I won't be broken up
I won't be broken up
I won't even care
I won't be able to feel
I can't even feel your touch
