I Keep Pushin' Them Away

If I ever let her touch me

Will I be feelin like she wants me

Will I feel a thing

She keeps tellin me that she needs me

But I can't help but wonder

If she's just needy

And maybe not my dream



I know that I been in

Every kinda relationship

And a friend 'n'

Sometimes not anything at all

Overlooked and under wanted

So many times to wonder what I

Ever did to make them make me

Feel so small



So I kept pushin them away

Tryin not to feel what they told me to feel

And keepin them in play

Such a waste of time and

It makes you hate yourself

But know it's all that's right and

Nobody could ever make you wanna say

Those 3 little words

Sometimes sayin it

Knowin it didn't mean a thing

But still pretendin every day



Cuz ain't nobody gonna be real and

Ain't nobody gonna really feel and

Ain't nobody worth the wait



Every time I tried I got burned

Gettin mad and broken down

But I learned

That you don't ever give yourself away



Let em think what they think then

Don't let em in

Keep em guessin and fiendin

Addicted to you but you never to them



Don't let yourself get hurtin

Act like you care

But be the first one

To let yourself leave

When you don't wanna stay



Everybody's got a secret

Only those that know

Can ever really keep it

So make sure you don't give yours away



So I keep pushin them away

Tryin not to feel what they tell me to feel

And keepin them in play

Such a waste of time and

It makes you hate yourself

But know it's all that's right and

Nobody could ever make you wanna say

Those 3 little words

Sometimes sayin it

Knowin it didn't mean a thing

But still pretendin every day



Who you ever met that's worth it

Worth the pain, the anger, and the hurt and

Who could ever really be the same

Cuz everybody is a liar

Sayin that they're one thing

But then they're really another

It's all just a game


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