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Why?
Im hurting right now
Your sitting near me
and when I see you
I hurt...
I dont know why
maybe because of how I try
to forget the whole thing
but you have to understand
I cant just drop it
it isnt me, its not what I do
Im all alone
more than you will ever know
Im always lying
saying things like "Im ok" "Im fine"
nothings alright
everythings mixed up
like a broken mirror
you peice it together
you cut yourself
and you mold to your new reflection
with some pieces missing
but still broken
7 years bad luck
and you fucked...
Maybe this is why im putting some space between us
or maybe im at a loss of words
I cant explain it
im spinning all around
somehow feeling bound
Why?
why do I feel this way?
Does anything really matter?
Do I love you?
Do I even have a choice?
What little thing could I change
to make the feelings go away
and quit making our relationship so derranged
Im alone
Slowly breaking apart
my heart is heavy
cold, and hurting
bleeding and dying
I just cant lose this feeling
you gave it to me
can you take it away?
I dont care
I just want you to stay
Im still asking why
if I make you happy
why did you turn me away?
Why do you insist on pushing me down
deep into the ground?
Why did you make me fall in love with you?
I dont know how I keep getting by
before all this I used to fly
High in the sky
moonlight passing me by
I didnt have a care in the world
I had my friends
I had my health
and my wealth
I was truly happy
even at night, when I would think of you
but I did it without a tear
but that was last year
its old news
Im still asking why
Why did we kiss
and still end up where we are?
What happend to you in that car?
...with him...
Until these questions are answered
ill never be ok
I just wanted you to stay
here with me...
