Time To Let Go

As I Look at Myself in the mirror I wonder why are you still here.

Blinking my eyes sitting down thinking that it was nothing but fear.

You have been in my life for so long & I don't want you near.

The thoughts you brought are many I never want to remember.

How I feel Inside like a cold december, maybe if leaves didn't fall november.

What I envisioned wasn't you

Now it's clear what I need to do

Tears they flow so heavy

My years get more weary

See you took over my heart

Mind in a wreak soul torn apart.

Can you leave exit.

Sometimes I wish you were a number I could text it

How about put it in a letter address it

Can you become a button so I could press it

I can't stand you, but you teached me a valid lesson.

If I let you go unlock the key

I will not only be a better me

I will become more at peace.

I will have the strength to release every single thing that is binding me.

Courage will lead my way

On to a new start & it begings today.

Now I will understand why from a child I never got the chance to say.

Goodbye Pain goodbye hurt it's time for me to get to work.

Taking my life back & i'm never going to say goodbye.



Author's Notes/Comments: 

This poem is from experience of situations i've been through & finally getting to the point to exhale & be at peace from growth wisdom knowledge & maturity!