attempting to fall

profound

deep

inside

my soul

it lingers

the thought

  that

       ....touch

the sound

those words

it festers

telling me yes

telling me no

making me feel

making me want

   although

i know

the truth

  so hard

so

much

so long

it haunts

it taunts me

into

    thinking

about you

about me

about ....

   what used to be

or

could be

never that

never again

can i ever trust

  dont want to feel

dont want to hurt

yet

looking

hoping

thinking

         maybe

even thouugh

i know

the truth

my heart

entertwines

intervenes

in the middle of the chaos

  finding its way

to normalcy

maybe

that will help

  but

i

shiver

       (when i hear our name)

shake

         (as i see your face)

tremble

            (as i read your words)

knowing full well

the

   truth

deep inside

i know

the truth

so ...



its just another one of those

failed attempts

at

love

and i wish that someone







            would just lie to me .....

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