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don't know whether i'm coming

or going

anymore

i don't know what i'm

living for

in my head it's for my son

but he has no idea

of the things i've done

cut myself just to see

myself bleed

because i have no idea

of what i want or need

no one knows of the

pain i feel

nor that im afraid to lose

the one that can heal

my broken heart needs

fuel for my fire

it needs to feed off

the things i desire

nothing but happiness, love

and peace

but no matter what, this sinking

feeling will never cease

maybe one day i will

figure shit out

but for now i am lost

without a doubt

only with you my mind

is at ease

but i am not sure if i

am what you need

it doesn't matter that

with you

is pure bliss

that you can make it all

better

with just one kiss

i feel like i make

your life too hard

because i'm

emotionally a

and

mentally scarred

want to do nothing but be

in your arms

with you i feel safe

with you

i feel warm

but i am nothing but

a mess with

shit on my mind

but there is no way

i can

leave you behind

so i'm hoping that you

take me as i am

i'm hoping that nights with you

are not just a

sham

          ......... i am flawed, reckless, crazy

and there is nothing i can do

but sit here, twiddling my thumbs....thinking of you