never

never could I imagine feeling

what I feel

it was only you that

can make my days go by with a smile

with your words

of

sweet encouragement

never would I have thought

that you would turn on me

now

after everything

we

shared

      ....infatuation

           attraction

            intellectual, sexual stimualation

              poetry

                love

never thought that you would

doubt that

what I feel for you

was true

         is true ...

I needed you to know what I

wished for us

what I wanted

regardless of what other distractions

came into play

I needed you to understand

never did I think

you would be quick to say



         (goodbye)





my heart hurts

never did I think you would make

my

heart

      hurt ...








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