teardrops in my hands

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Feelings...

my hands quiver as i postition myself

for this moment

i didnt want this

i refused to let it come to this

yet

here i am

writing about

             ultimately

losing you

i tried to stop it

though

i knew it was a losing battle

as they all are

but

i am relentless  

teardrops fall onto my fingers

as

i remember how you





             kissed me  

                held me

                  talked about a future with me



i wipe them away

it hurts to know

that i didnt leave an impact on you at all

that

everything we shared meant

               absolutely nothing

to

you

when it was everything to me

but

i

see





                  we are much too different



another teardrop falls

and i stare at it

unable to write the words



               i miss you

                 i .....

                         i.....

still ....

love you

regardless of your inability to give a shit

im struggling

     a bit

with this

with me

without you



but

im guessing i will get through it



i guess i will get through it



....................................





               as soon as my hands cant take any more tears

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