everyday

it only hurts when I think

of what I am missing out on

struggling

with saying what you want to hear

breaking my heart

everytime you look at me

adoringly

wishing for me to look

at you the

same

way

again

it only hurts when I wake up

in the morning

wondering what could've been

dealing

with the fact

that unhappiness is

a way of life now

survival

of the fittest

wanting me to love you

the

same

way

again

it only hurts when you disagree

with the way I feel

without understanding

without letting me be

without letting me go

wanting me

to be with you

the

same

way

again

but I can't...



it only hurts when I think about

how much I hurt

it only hurts

      everyday

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