what scares me ...

not knowing the possibility of

things

the future

the time going on without me

feeling lonely

my anxiety

my depression

my diagnosis

my insanity

being in love

with

danger

my inabilty to make

the right decisions

my anger

my resentment

this world

this president

my insomnia

my dreams

my failures

my upbringing

my family's inability to love me

my inability to love

dishonesty

disloyalty

not knowing when I am

going to wake up dead

not wanting to wake up

at all

not making my son proud

not making myself proud

unhappiness

unhappiness

unhappiness

my instability

my emotional pain

my mental pain

my physical pain

never wanting to see the light

success

me

you

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