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I did it again last night

made love to him

even though my heart wasn't

in it

but I felt his passion

and his throbbing pain

for me

I want so much to ooze

the same lust I had

before and it's in here

somewhere but

I don't have time to

dig deep enough to

find it



I did it again

just now

made love when I didn't

feel like it

but I love him so much

his lust for me is so

strong and he does

feel good inside of me

but it's not the same

because I am not the same

I am insane

and I don't have time

to dig deep enough to

find my sanity



I'll do it again

tonight

make love because he wants to

but I want to be held

without intentions

lusted after for my

intellect, my sarcastic humor

kissed softly without

smelling substances

made love to without

penetration

but he wont give me time

to dig deep enough

to find myself

to know myself

to find what he needs

in me....