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I'm fighting a losing battle

with myself

everyday

in every way

there is a war

in

my heart

because I love you

but

we can't possibly go on

this way

you've decieved me for way too long

i thought that

you cared

but

all you do is mistreat me

my eyes

are tired and weary from

the tears

it is too much

it is too late

to turn back now

so

i stay and fight my way through

the pain

but

i don't know how long

i can keep up this

facade

i'm hurt

i'm shattered

i'm angry

with myself for loving you

for not leaving you

for not being strong

for not being me

         if only i can find the sun behind the storm...