Pitch Black

pitch black are my thoughts

I don't want to see the light

I want to stand in the rain

getting drenched all night

I can't take all the people

pretending that they love

what I stand for, what I feel

what I think of

you are one of them

fake with your feelings

only thinking about me

when you need sexual healing

my heart is cold and shut down

live don't live there anymore

I don't wvwn know why

I'm with you anymore

I know that it's convenient

I don't have anywhere else to go

but I'm in pain when I'm with you

I just think that you should know

I want to be honest

I don't want to lie

it's getting to be too hard

to look you in the eyes

I tell you that I love you

words that I meant once

but I am not happy

you are not what I want

so pitch black are my thoughts

when I'm thinking of you

standing in the rain drenched

is all I want to do...

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