Confusion

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confusing

this feeling in my heart

don't know why

you rule my thoughts

I think of you

each night and day

when you are on the phone

I don't know what to say

my heart does these

weird flips inside

you make me laugh

you make me smile

this complicates things

but I don't care

I want you in my arms

to always be near

looking forward to the

day where I can hold your hand

hold you close to me

I'm sure you understand

what I'm going through

what I'm feeling

my knees are jittery

thinking of our first meeting

looking into those eyes

seeing your smile

all these days and nights

without you seem worthwhile

confusing

this thought of us in my mind

I can't shake this thing

this want of you in my life

I don't want to scare you off

maybe this is too much

but I can't stop thinking

of our first touch

it's burning in me

kissing you

maybe I should occupy my time

find something else to do

instead of filling my head

with this confusion

maybe you're not real

maybe it's all an illusion





confusing

these thoughts of you in my head

my heart goes out to you

as I lay alone in my bed...


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