realize

tears fill my eyes as i write about

the realization of him not

wanting this

anymore

i dont know where we stand

or

IF we stand

life makes things crazy

life makes things hectic

but

im scared of losing

him

   us

we are drifting

into

our worlds

instead of our worlds colliding

and

   melting as one

my love grows for him

my craving goes deeper than just

the physical



though it seems that

its not

what he wants anymore



     i dont want distance



i dont want to be busy anymore

i want him to make time

         for this



because



           THIS

is what i want



but



......



what good is it if its not what he wants anymore?





he has become a part of me

dont know if he knows it

dont know if he cares

dont know what is in store



all i know is the

tears

keep

    falling

           down

               as i write about the realization

of him



  not wanting me





anymore

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