wow

they say lifes a bitch until you
die so fuck this world and lets get high
yea you could say
im far from fine
i almost wish that i was blind
for if i could no longer see
whats going on around me
and no one could hold me responsible
for anything that goes on around me
or maybe the world is just drowning me
with my own decisions
true or false right or wrong
doesn't matter
k so im blabbering
or maybe well call it rambling direct
is usually the coarse in life that i have taken
but for once i am actually done
what i might choose to do is hit the
self destruct button
but for once i may just need to share
my scary thoughts
its not that thought of death that scares me
its the thought that i am no loner afraid
of death that scares me
the thought that it might
open a door for me
instead of closing
for i have never been truly depressed
that now i dont know how to handle it
im all out of strength
im surprised im even awake
maybe i should follow the first line and just go get baked
goodness sake
i do believe i once said i was babbling
typing away on the keyboard beneath my fingers
the cycle never ends
unending thoughts
no end and no beginning

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