incarcerating me

early morning sunrise

reflecting off the snow

so bright reminds me of memories 

you 

i pull a drag and grip my coffee cup

trying to grip my mind around my life

wit out you

if only for a while  

everything on the outside is at peace 

yet im filled bitterness as if 

not seeing your face

has cause this great animosity  

i miss you and theres nothing 

i can do 

missing every smile and every 

disagreement 

causing my insides to cry 

yearning for you 

my anger is getting the best of 

me 

as if im pushing u away 

because of the impossibilities 

 of pulling you close 

incarcerating you 

 is incarcerating 

me within myself 

at the end of my cigarette 

 i close my blinds 

hiding the bitter beauty outside my window 

trying sew my life together 

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