No One Knows

The Face No One Knows

Withdrawn from feeling,

I become the silence between heartbeats

a body breathing,

a soul dissolving.

Dissociation.

Contemplation.

My heart does not break.

It splinters—

casting unseen fragments

like dying stars across the walls of my mind.

I drift beyond the fault lines,

escaping the gravitional pull

of thoughts that know my name

better than I know my own.

Perhaps its obscene—

this quiet unraveling,

this funeral held

inside me.

Where does sorrow go

when no one wishes to witness it?

There is no sanctuary.

No room

for grief with sharpened teeth.

You do not post.

You do not speak.

You smile with practiced precision,

while swallowing storms

that would drown softer souls.

Hold.

Release.

The world applauds composure,

never asking

what had to die

to achieve it.

So the unseen places

Are my cathedral.

A silent rage

kneels beside me 

A whisper of a scream

echoes through hollow ribs,

never reaching the air.

Only hot, quiet tears

slip between the cracks,

vanishing before the surface 

The darkness slides behind my eyes,

As I hold my head up high and pretent like everything is alright.

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