Cloudy Future

I'm almost glad to not know
but I know I won't when I get there
I'll wish I'd never come
I'll wish I hadn't seen

But you can't unsee reality
Its reality burns into your eyes
It haunts you awake and asleep
It taunts you This could be you

My mind blanks and I freak
Is this the beginning? But I'm too young
What will my end be like
Please don't let me fall this way

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Written 11/17/10. This was also in the middle of my depression. It's about my grandmother's Alzheimers and the possibility of it being genetic.

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