Completely and Utterly Torn

I am so torn
I still sometimes morn
I am unsure
I still think of her
Even now when life is great
I still feel so much weight
Even while the bombs have been diffused
I still feel so confused


What am I to think
All I do is sink
What am I to do
When she left me no clue
How do I feel about her
I know that I Iove her
But she left me completely
And she left me rather cheaply


I know that I miss her
But I do not know if I want her
Nor do I know if she would want me
Since she wouldn't listen to my plea
I hurt her like I hurt everyone
But how she acted was not like that of the one
I am different now and I have changed
But I feel as though her love was staged

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